Retrogrades: How they affect relationships with people including myself.

People are People. People are a catch 22. You either get along with them or it takes a fast backpedal at 180MPH, and before you realize it just blows up. This retrograde has affect alot of individuals. From technology bugging out and having for no reason to people having missunderstandings and misscommunications with each other. In my case not only I experience this. But as a spiritual being I also feel it. (Scroll down for More)

I have been spending a fair bit of time trying to earn a small income from Tik Tok. I have also met some great people on there, and have slayed a fair few trolls.

I had a falling out with someone I was following for a few months. He was a drag queen, and didn't have that much talent. But I had faith in this person, and hoped that he would grow as a performer. I hadn't gone into his LIVE broadcasts very much. But when I did it was like I didn't exsist to him. When he did notice it was when I had gone into his Lives while he was upset. Long story short I got blocked all because I asked him if he was ok. Then I finally noticed who he really was. Sadly people who do that are really on these apps to escape the problems they do not have control over, and do not have a lot of coping mechanisms to deal with their mental welfare.

Whenever shit happens I learn from it. I am constantly reminded of what is not within my control. There is a saying "You gotta treat every situation like a dog. If you cannot eat it, or play with it just piss on it and walk away" . This person I had the negative encounter with chose to be angry, and not even try to get to know me.

Little does he know I am highly respected in the underground music world.

Despite the way I feel I am known to be rather resilient. After this narcsisitic injury I am coming back as we speak. Believe me I bounce back FAST. I am not too big on revenge. I wish this person well. I know that I am a focused, goal orinated individual. Wether big or small I focus on my sucesses with a humble apprach. It always warms my heart when someone buys my album, buys my merch, and shows great apprecaition to what I can do. At the same time I do it for myself first so that my audience can follow.

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